Broken flight

Together they flew
side by side soaring across the sky
owning the world
at the breadth of their wings

storms nor drought
strong winds nor hale
not even the rain
stood in their way

but now she flies alone
he is lost, cant be found
left her all alone
in the barren sky

she plunged and tumbled,
weakened, wounded
only time will heal
her broken wings

and soon will take her flight again...

Yellow!

Jello and I went to Hollywood Nail and Spa for an interview today and I ended up getting my nails done... in yellow! This is the first time I colored my nails yellow, I have always been a tan, ecru or beige kinda girl, always on the safe and boring colors. Which got me thinking, why yellow?

Yellow they say connotes cowardice and deceit... was I unconsciously remembering the delusion of it all? Yellow also denotes envy or jealousy, am I jealous of the life you have? In Egypt, Yellow signifies the mourning of the dead... am I mourning the death of first love? of the innocence that it first felt? or could it also be remembrance of lost time... of lost love?

On the brighter side, Yellow also stands for courage, courage to face the rest of my life knowing that it can only get better... but most of all, yellow also stands for something bright and cheery... for optimism and enlightenment... a future which I could only hope for which in the end might lead us back to true happiness. For me then, yellow stands for hope... that someday soon I'll be able to take the next step and color my nails RED!

I give up...

I finally erased your number
I finally deleted your address
I finally lasted the whole night
with no tears shed...

I finally listened to our song
without even breaking down
I finally realized...
what a fool I was

I finally threw the key
to our castle in the sky
I finally splashed in the rain
without you on my mind

I finally gave up...
on you... on us...
on the delusion of today
on the dream of tomorrow...

yes, I give up...

Almost...

I'm almost done crying
I'm almost done remembering
almost done thinking
about you, how it used to be

I'm almost ready to give up
I'm almost ready to move on
almost ready to face the day
with a brand new smile

I'm almost ready to forget the illusion
I'm almost ready to forget the pain
to forget why i love the rain
and welcome the sun

I'm almost ready......

Forget About Me by Little bit lyrics

I really like Little bit's new song "Forget About Me"
Here are the lyrics... Hope you'll like it too...

Forget About Me by: Little bit

Hmm
Whoaaa Oohhh
Yeahh


You Said It Wasn't
Gonna Be Like It Was Before
Then It Happened Again
Pushing Me Back Out The Door
Thought It Would Be Forreal This Time
Love Me Forget About The Signs
So Now What Do I Do
Now, That I Know That We're Through


Wish That I Could Move On
Can't Let Go, It's Too Strong
Just Like That And Then You're Gone
Is This How You Wanted It To Be
Everything You Had To Say
Sent The Tears Right Down My Face
Now I'm Trying To Escape
The Misery
Why Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then Do It Quickly
Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About Me


Too Late, Sorry
I Didn't Even Have The Chance
You Said You Were Happy
Baby, I Don't Understand
Gave You Everything You Asked For
And Was Ready To Give You A Lot More
I Would've Given The World
Right In The Palm Of Your Hand


Wish That I Could Move On
Can't Let Go, It's Too Strong
Just Like That And Then You're Gone
Is This How You Wanted It To Be
Everything You Had To Say
Sent The Tears Right Down My Face
Now I'm Trying To Escape
The Misery
Why Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then Do It Quickly
Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About Me


Boy, My Heart Was True
And That You Can't Deny
Don't Be A Fool
And Walk Away From All The Lies
It's Up To You
Cause Heaven Knows I've Tried
Tell Me You're Still In Love
Yeahhhh Ohh

Why Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then Do It Quickly
Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About Me
Forget About Me...


forget about me..
oh baby oh

How?

How dare you
wake me from deep slumber...
how dare you
unearth those deep feelings...

feelings which I thought was long gone
gone in oblivion
forever lost in memory
cowering from the cobwebs on my mind

You said you are different now
you said you are a different person
and yet its happening again
just like before, pushing me out of your life

They tell me to move on...
if only moving on was that easy
If thats so easy for you
can you teach me how?

Summer romance

I know we can never be
At least we had one great summer
A summer romance
That would last us through winter

We cant continue living in the past
With only memories of young love
So pure… so innocent
Now lost in space…

What used to be
Can never be…
maybe someday
some other lifetime...

My tears just can't stop from flowing
my head keeps on spinning
my heart bleeds from knowing
and it just breaks me...

Unfair

Oh how life can be so unfair…
And they said all in love is fair
And yet there you are
Breaking my heart all over again

Sometimes love plays cruel games
I don’t know why
But until now it still drives me insane
drives me crazy just the same

And yet no matter how hard we try
Nothings gonna be the same
you tell me not to cry
God knows how I tried...

If only things ended differently
If only we waited for the storm to past
Oh how we used to love the rain
Now, it brings me too much pain

I just have one request
If you decide to end this
Don’t leave so suddenly
Just like before

Please promise me…
Let me be the first to know