just because

All my love
I showered on you
Gave you not only my heart
But every essence of my soul…

But you’ve hurt me
Countless times
Emotionally and physically
And I just kept it all inside

I kept quiet and just closed my eyes
Hoping for my love to be enough for us
I convinced myself that I’m happy
That everything’s ok

But it’s not… I deserve real happiness
I deserve to be loved
And cared for
I deserve more than this…