Thank You...

Thank you for leaving me
For I never could have left you on my own
Thank you for waking me
From the deep slumber of my hallucinations

Thank you for being a man
For I am just a woman
Ruled by my lunatic emotions
And weakened convictions

Thank you for showing me
That not all great loves are meant to be
And my soulmate you are not
For your faith in us were too frail

What he destroyed in years
took you only months
like a strong and fiery storm
destroying everything on its path

Thank you for making me feel pure bliss,
When you loved me
And the agony of a broken heart
That torments me now endlessly…

Thank you for making me face reality
of how insane I was
for believing you are capable of love
and not just selfish love...

How your sweet words
fleeted me to high heavens
but your actions... or lack of it
opened my blind eyes

I guess I Thank you for breaking me
For now the healing can begin
Strenghtened by the stormy weathers
Of what this all has been

Thank you…