new photos... new me...

Well here are my new pictures... I already loss 54lbs but I still need to lose another 50lbs this year. I need to go a little bit slowly though coz my doctors said that the weight loss is just too abrupt that I'm losing my hair!! Hahahaha...

Anyway, I have to always be on tract but at the same time have a healthier diet...

Thats all for now.... until the next update...

Awakening

Gone are the dark clouds
That blocked my path
Gone are the mellow dramas
That once ruled my days

For when I close my eyes
I no longer see him
What remains is just the sting
Fragments of a broken dream

Melancholic smile forever gone
An awakening has dawned
The birth of a new day
Has finally come

Rain

I keep on telling myself
Today, it won’t rain
Today, the raindrops will stop
And the soil will finally dry up

But… today like any other day
The raindrops still fell…
Great flood still came
Dark clouds still covered the sun

But lose hope I will not
I know the day will come
For the sun to shine, for the rain to stop
and lush greens surrounds me...